When Shoes Bite

When shoes bite,
Splinters grow...
Im just bored out of my mind here...

Gnite,
Amy Ramli<3mfe

Think

When I need you all..
You're not there..
But when you need me there..
You expect me to be there for you 24/7?

If this is really how you guys are acting..
I'm thinking rather rationally right now..
Why should I be there for you guys anymore..
I treat you guys with respect and what I got back is what a peasant get..

Ignored and left alone...
Whats that? I'm not grateful?
Listen to me.. Think back..
Was there a time when I did not answer all of your phone calls if it weren't of me being asleep?

Was there a time I said "Look woman, Im freakin busy now.. will you please leave me alone?"
Was there any time at all I said "Look! enough bout ur life!! Its my turn!"
Is there a time at all that I said.. "Ur life is damn boring/pathetic! Im hanging up.. bye! c u in school!"

Think back girl/guy friends...
Was there a time like that at all?

Asking you to think..
Coz I know you're reading..
Amy Ramli<3mfe

When Emo-ness takes over

Yea..
Feel like crying
Wondered why..
Owh yea.. its Friday.. My normal emo-day..

Cried like crazy..
If i actually bucket up my tears today..
I think it'll be half full now...

Emo-Princess
Amy Ramli<3mfe

11th Month Anniversary

I was kinda thinking on sending through SMS..
But I was having second thoughts on it...
Because of ur phone being assholish at times...

Anyways heres the message.. :

When the night comes,
The Moon rises,
The stars shine,
The entire night glows,
Bringing joy & love to the atmosphere,
How glad I am to be with you this long
Can't be decribed,
For I Love You now and always..
Take my words into your heart..
And you will see...
Today is our 11th month anniversary...

Ily...

The Loved and Loving
Amy Ramli<3mfe

8

8
My fav number,
The number of subjects my brother is taking for PMR...
The number of papers I have on my lap right now...

8,
One of the 2 digits on my birthday..
The number YOU are supposed to remember...
Why??

Because its our anniversary!! (Sadly, you don't remember... )

The annoyed but yet calm,
Amy Ramli<3mfe

Im an Idiot

Yea..
I did something that caused my friend to get angry..
I didn't know it was unethical to do soo...
I didn't know I was wrong..

But the again..
When was I right?
I think most of the time.. Im always wrong...
Im a total idiot....

The Idiot,
Amy Ramli

When Tears Are Held Up

I want to cry
But its not coming out
I want to smile..
But my lips are not forming the curve

I want to text him...
I know he can't reply.. He's at a party and he got no cred or he didn't receive the text...
I want to call her...
But she's fast asleep...

Where are you guys.. when I need you the most?
I try to be there even when I'm busy..
You confide most of ur secrets in me
When I need you... I can't find you..

When I cry...
You said I'm being overdramatic...
When you told me your secrets.. I give advices...
But when I told mine.. You said I'm being pathetic
AND you said you have no solution for me...

When you're down, I try my best to cheer you up...
But you.. You just let me be...
Hang out with ur friends that hate me...
But I can't say anything.. Because.. They're your friends...

As for you...
You said... You'll be there for me always...
When I called you..
You said ur busy..
Then, one day.. You became a bitch and told me to FUCK OFF..

It hurts...
Do friends do this always?
Is that why.. There's a quote
that says.. "Friends are overrated"?

I don't get them...
I'm there for you guys..
But you're not there for me..
I wish. I have no feelings.. that way.. I can't feel this...

P/S: I feel very different, emo, ignored, unimportant and i miss my friends.. But I can't say a thing to these people... Coz they'll think I'm just another desperate friend finder...

The Sad and Unwanted,
Amy Ramli

Uhh-Ohh....

I WAS ALMOST BUSTED!!!!
That will teach me not to use his pic as my screensaver...
Umm... I told my mom...
"Mom! look! there are other pics on my screensaver! Look!" I showed her Teddy's picture... And then Nana's picture or course on slideshow.. Mom's not good at phones YET...
Please owh please! My mom will forget bout it 2morrow!!



if she does.. and next time she wears her glasses... BUSTED... BIG TIME!

Almost Busted,
Amy Ramli<3mfe