This Mask of Pain

I tried to find the reason why..
When I hear that song..
Tears crawl out of my eyes
I kept it in silence

I try to find it..
But the more I think of it..
The more I cry..
I'm screwed... I'm not myself..

I think bout Mon Amour.. Akiko... Red.. Teddy... Daddy... That BITCH he's dating... Mommy... Jazzy.. Furby-Chique... Just Life apparently... I feel Pained... I feel suffer.. All this.. I can't wake up like this.. because.. I hide myself.. Soo.. Happiness is a mask... I can be happy.. But I can also be fake happy...